What's it come to?

I don't know what else there is for me to do.

Maybe I'm left in a vulnerable moment.

Or maybe I'm just starting to realize how I feel.

I want you more than anything else in this world.

But, I feel like I'm fighting.

Fighting for your time, your attention, your love.

Regardless of whether I try, or just finally give in,

You don't notice any difference.

It doesn't phase you one bit.

I sit overthinking, overanalyzing, a menace in my own mind.

I worry, I cry, I mope, I do nothing other than sit and wait for something to change.

I wait for something to spark into your mind.

Am I expecting too much?

Am I the one who is sabotaging this?

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

I want us to work.

You are my all, my life, my everything.

I don't know myself without you.

I CAN'T live without you.

So, please. Let's figure this out.