09/08/11

I'd wait a million years for you to see
I'll never walk away from you
Because you're all I want,
you're all that I need.

I wish that I could feel you here.
Feel your breath, your warmth,
But, slowly you've disappeared.

Kept telling myself that I would never let you go.
It's just been so hard holding onto nothing.
With my heart hurting that much.
I couldn't keep holding onto the unknown.

Every day, every moment,
I'd see you everywhere.
I'd hear your voice, see your smile,
And it was killing me inside.

...

If only you knew,
How deep your actions cut into me.
Slicing every emotion, every good memory,
And replacing them with nothing but the present.
Replacing them instead with disgust and betrayal.
Making me want nothing to do with you.
If only you knew how bad you've hurt me.
I try to understand all of this.
How you of all people could disappoint me this much.
I can never forgive this.
I will never have the same respect, if any at all.
You've chosen what you wanted and I wasn't a part of that.
I hope that you won't regret it later on.
Because I won't be there to help you clean up the mess that you've made.